At times like this, life is pretty hectic now for me...

Tons and tons of assignments to do. so little time. now with more and more tests to cope up with..i'm starting to feel the stress, FINALLY!!(cos i've been lazy for the past few weeks. i refused to start doing my assignments with excuses like 'no mood to do' or 'aiya...due date still long time to go ma...' or 'poker's more important.let me play 10 rounds first' or 'let me go out for a while.tonight only do' or etc.)

so smart hor?

Now last minute lor...study hard, do work consistently and not skip class does not exist in my dictionary at all..i was, indeed all the while being in denial that i can study hard, do work consistenly and dont skip classes. Now, i'm beginning to face the fact ahahahahahahahha wtf. Hence, the result of this post. :p


wu liao wu liao wu liao.

I shall stop here and continue my work now. Miss me. Mwaxes

miss me miss me??? i know you do!! hahahaha...

i have been missing for quite a while i know...

hehe...reason is because i had undergone an internship programme by the CPA aussieland with a second tier company called Folks DFK & Azman Wong Salleh. i would like to thank all of the people i knew there. knowing a whole lot of you definitely brings no regret at all! and...i'm missing you guys already!! dont worry alright..i'll always visit!! oh! and so, you may wonder what does this company do...haha. its an audit firm. andrene working as an audit trainee in an audit firm. i am not an audit student. not at all. as silly as it is, yes i dont belong there. but, because of that i gain another extra knowledge. i must say its a blessing in disguise :) i hope if there is any chance for me to work with the people in folks again, i will accept it in no time. hey i'm a capable auditor with experience k wtf perasan. =.='

hmmmmm...its been a long longgggg time after my exams...

well, good news is i've passed semester 4! and its 2009... so hello sem 5!!! hello my final year!!!!! lets keep our fingers crossed so i can actually pass my final year with flying colours!! huhu..

btw, happy new year!! i know its almost 2 months ago d...but its still not too late rite? hehhehe...

everything has been good and i hope all of you do too..

oh and happy belated valentines day! mine was good..how bout yours? :D

i'll be updating more often from now on but i dont know if anyone knows this page still exist or not! oh well...i know, my bad. :)

if you happen to come accross here, please stay tune and i do hope my fellow readers is and will remain being loyal and visit this page of mine...



love,

Andrene :)

its late! and i'm still up..doing assignments and THEN, i drifted into doing something else...like...spamming leon with drawings in msn while he's away.wtf. oh...i never knew i was so so talented AHAHAHA.

well, u judge.LOL..i'm seriously a thick skinned person u've ever ever encountered with, dont i?

btw, pictures below does not go in sequence but in order to make it look like a story, i've rearranged them in a different order just for laughs. =)















-the end-

lol..alright i'd better continue my assignment now!!!

mwaxes. :*

all i need now is a shoulder to lean on...with no words...with no questions..i just..feel like breaking down... :(

What about now?  - Chris Daughtry
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,



what about now?what about today?i seriously have no idea..wtf! =.='
mwaxes!

i had my test on RMI(risk management and insurance) early this morning, which was at 10.30am. was so nervous and i thought i had 2 additional short essay questions besides having 25 mcqs in that test.

so...the smart alec here studied like a mad cow and had oni a couple of hours sleep. i ended up looking like a zombie driving, zombie doing test, zombie going to class, zombie walking,zombie talking wtf, zombie eating, oh and zombie camwhoring wtf wtf..

....only to know that all my extra extra hardwork and making my baby boy stay up til 6am to wake me up to study and me trying so hard to keep my eyes open to study and concentrating and thinking of the best way to keep me striving hard to achieve my target (every 1 page i read, i reward myself a 5 minute nap wtf very inspiring i know lol!when you're desperate to sleep, you can think of all sorts of ways just to sleep.wtf.)....was thrown in to the drain, because..there was no short essay question at all...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

WASTE OF TIME AND EFFORT WTF. !"£$%^&*() (please dont say that my effort is not wasted because i can still use it for my finals...please bare in mind that your blogger here have short term memory.wtf). this time i admit, i overstudied wtf.AHAHHAA =.=

alrighto..

since mid sem test is over, its time for me to start planning for the end year trip with my fellow fwens! plan early so that there wont be any last-minute-not-so-nice-and-not-so-fun-holiday maa...correct?wtf..

after that, i'm so gonna start my assignments.lol..i'm improving..i can manage my time well nowadays wtf i damn perasan... but but...i'm planning to start doing my assignment early! cos its bloody tough =.=' how am i supposed to do the assignment if i dont even know nuts about the subject? hmmm...i wonder how too.. =/ we shall figure that out. lol.

3 subjects, 3 assignments..all due this month wtf..namely;
-risk management model (confusing @.@)
-taxation law (boring..yawn!)
-corporate finance ( tough and confusing...T.T)

ahahahhaahahha...and i still dare to say i'm doing my assignments early...its more likely a last minute work...haih. what to do..i'm a busy person you see...can't blame me oso wert..zzz...andrene andrene..when can you actually discipline yourself?when can you actually know the real meaning of time management?when can you stop enjoying your life and start being a nerd?haihhh...

damn emo.

emo cos i dont know which assignment to start with..emo cos i dont even know how to start any of the assignments..emo cos my internet very slow and i cant load my tvb drama wtf and i emo cos i emo wtf wuwuwuwuwuwuwu T.T

raiiightt... =.=

enough of all the whining and rantings...

as an update, i'll post some pictures and i shall not elaborate more from that... :)




mummy's 50th birthday on 17th August 2008...


granma's 83rd birthday on 6th September 2008


model of the year wtf..


zombies camwhoring..look at both our eye bags wei..plus the pimple in the mid of my forehead..


mr teddy lim jeng hau.lol!


granma and the very not so complete set of cousins..this is just a handful of them k..i have at least 30 cousins from this side wtf.


my sweet cuddly adorable cutie pie..i miss her :( sobs


me and mi..mi...michelle.. XD


mr lim and his gf.lol


the homely pilot. :) thankiu!!!

and lastly,



with love,
your..ermm..blogger from arab wtf?

mwaxxxx....

"Don't fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have."
my camwhore baby rou rou...mwaxxxx


cutie pie :)


ling and i @ euphoria XD


big pig!!mwax


my loves :)


our signature picture!!! ling rong and i @ passion



me and michieeeeeeeeeeeee!


ling, drene and leon @ barcelona


my loves!!! sue sue leng leng ling ling wtf.


our signature picture again!!!! lol!


joan and i!


GENTINGGGGGGG

and lastly,

your blogger. LOL..

nitess..huggy wuggy..mwaxxxxxxxxx!

i'm finally here blogging! exam's over almost 3 weeks ago! :)

although i have to say that my papers weren't easy..but i'm glad its over!!

results are coming out pretty soon...but oh well, at least i enjoyed and am still enjoying my holidays aite? i shall then weep later on wtf.

i cant wait!!!!!
i'm finishing my exam in 3 days time!!!i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!!!
!"£$%^&*()_

after all the rushing in assignments til wee hours,



finally..finally its over!!! hehehehhee... but finals coming once again....
time pass so fast...i still feel that its just the beginning of the semester. but but...its ending d.swt =.='
cant wait to get over and done with exams!! and please, i hope i do well.. *keeping my fingers cross*
the kiasu me started studying the day right after i handed up my last assignment.
what to do.. i dont wana fail k.


so for the timebeing, yours sincerely will be missing in action til exam's over...she's gonna be a nerd in the library from morning to night. study study study!!! >.<"

mwaxxxxx!!! i kno you will miss me wtf...ahahahhehehheheh

the picture above was a year ago...on my birthday...(i dun have picture taken with him on the 17th may sorry) wtf.hehehehhehehe >.<'

happy 1 year baby.mwax!  :)

17th May..hehe

oh..and happy birthday yue mei!!!! and....HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING MARY NG SUE LYN.I DIDNT FORGET YOU!!!!!!!!!!mwax

i'm depressed.. :(

if this goes on.. i'm afraid that i'll end up in depression wtf?
i've got 3 assignments to do, all due in about 3-4 weeks time,
i've got financial institution and monetary policy presentation next week,
i've got accounting test next week,
i've got a pile of accounting work sheet to come soon,
and also, finals coming..
plus my other issues..

i'm so depressed.. T.T

i'm not too sure if i can pass through this semester this time..
the word faith doesnt seem to appear in me anymore.
i did badly in one of my tests,
so bad i even went home to cry wtf i'm just exaggerating k.
however, sad is just not the right word now..
i'm not sure what's that either..lol.

what made me more depressed is...
the bruise on my left knee..
it's huge k?
so fugly i couldnt take it no more..
i thought i was recovering..
but it seems to get worse by the day..

yours sincerely fell down from the stairs a few days ago..
the surface of the stairs in her house is rough.
her parents chose those tiles with thoughts that it wont be slippery,
and people won't slip and fall.
but the champion of all champions here fell,
and it wasnt even wet =.='
was running up and she missed a step and..
and.....haih. you decide what happened then la k. >.<"
zzzzzzzzzzzz



on second thought, the bruise on my knee resembles a map..
the map of cambodia wtf.
look alike though..hehehhehehe i dam mou liu.


cambodia


and my 'or ceh'(blue black)

saw the resemblence?hahahaha...zzzzzz

.........

i'm depressed..... haih!

i'm done expressing my emotions here wtf hahahahahha =.="

and so, i shall resume what i should be doing now...



yes, my fcuking assignment HAIH.

take care people..be careful and watch your steps..
or else you'll end up like me wtf. (or is it just me?hmmmmm)..

yours truly,



your thick skinned blogger. 


MWAXES!!!LOVE LOVE HUG HUGS

does anyone know how to add the chat box into this page of mine? i tried so many times and the more i try the stupider i feel wtf. look at the right side of my page and you u can see the title 'CHAT BOX' but no chat box wtf so lame la. the html just wont appear there. or hmmm..c-box is not allowed here? aiyo i'm starting to think that i've made the wrong decision changing me bloggy here. anywhere else do you recommend? lol.. i need help here, seriously!! =.=

oh well,

now let me start up with my story..since i read steph's blog about our confirmation days.. i got inspired! wtf...and so, i stole some of her pictures >.<"

sorry la i don't have any of the pictures with my churchies in me comp..re-format my comp for gazillion times d k.

and so....looking back at the pictures she posted.....


from left; mary, natalie, stephanie, indon maid and ashley.

can't recognise me? neither do i wtf. yeap..i could not recognise myself when i was reading steph's blog and i was wondering who's that indon maid in black there? omg i can't believe that was me..

i'm starting to wonder why did i look so dark/tanned/black/indian/indon that time..lol. i tried so hard flashing back what did i do before the youth rally.. since yesterday night..til today haha.

now i do remember why. we semangat woke up early in the morning for basketball and badminton before the rally..under the hot hot sun.yea..hot hot sun.. and right after that, we took our shower at nat's place and proceeded to the church for the rally. hence, the result of me being a blacky in the picture. you may wonder why the sun was so hot if its early in the morning. okay la..not early.it was when the sun came up d la.swt.

and i look....



like an indon maid beside nat. why am i so ugly wtf. look at that. eyes bags and pimples and braces and..emm emm..so dark..

now, in order not to look like that anymore.. i'm gonna sleep early and not go under the hot hot sun anymore!! >.<

but no doubt the day when the pictures were taken, was one of the best days in my life.

that's the day when i got closer to the rest of the people in my class.been with them since primary 5 and only got to know each other at form 5.wah that proves that i'm dam antisocial hahahahaha.

i miss you guys.. and i'm up for the upcoming youth rally in klang district!! hope to see you ex- 2005 confirmants there k!


sigh...

on a random note,

i'm currently reading the debt capital markets in china which made me go cuckoo and made me feel stupid cos i dont understand 70% of the words in it. fine, i admit i did not pay attention in class and i'm regretting it can? i need to start doing my financial institution & monetary policy assignment but i seriously dont know where to start. swt... i'm not a smart alec you see.zzzzz

ON another random note,

i was chatting with this friend of mine.. and suddenly..

--- says:
hey
--- says:
tell u 1 joke
--- says:
A man asked Ah Beng  why  Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the Evening and not
in the morning  Ah Beng replied  Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM
- drene - says:
HAHAHAHAH!
wtf
- drene - says:
dats dam dam lame u lamer


okay fine.i laughed at a lame joke..but couldn't help it k.hahaha..its funny,stupid,dumb and lame at the same time wtf.
haha...not you k.the joke, i mean.

good nite people...

mwaxes!

2 months never blog d..

It’s been quite a while....that I even forgot my password.

I made a few attempts but failed miserably and I ALMOST gave up and not blogging anymore.however, the other side of me told me to keep trying..finally I succeeded in logging in! you know why?silly me accidentally pressed the capslock button and not realising it for quite of a long time you see. =.=

Alrightey..

i'm finally blogging once again. and this i promise you, that i'll update it in a frequent manner, i'll say. well, unless there're exceptional cases that leads me to being not fit to blog.for example exam, writer's block and masuk hospital wtf choi!

However, i seem to be having writer's block now and hence, the above applied wtf.

sorry la...so long never blog d i oso duno how to talk to myself(blogging) d ma...thousands of apologies. and...hmmm as a payback, why not if i post some recent random pictures? lol...as usual, my favourite say : pictures say thousands of words, don't they?hehehehhhehee



above:ling,rong and i at poppy garden/havanita/passion? i'm confused @.@



ju, me and ling =)


michie and ju!


ling ling and i


me and pig


darling rou rou baby and i!mwax mwax



cmae, mu chong and i! outting at McD with fellow ex-workmates and my students..



my favourite student wtf i'm not bias k.she's just so adorable and sweet and very courteous and she's my pet wtf again i'm nt bias k!



family potrait!the grandchildren and the granmas from papa's side.i have two grandma's k.so proud wtf =.="

not gonna post the whole family potrait cos i looked ugly in it hehehehhe.


the three drunkards during rong's birthday.haha.we were not drunk btw, but duno why we looked drunk..hmmmm


that's ling and ju..this picture is so artistic..i'm starting to wonder why did i not take photography course..hmm..wtf.


now that's penny, ximae and i..


that's about it.i've been home all these while to study that's why not many pictures wtf uttering rubbish again.sorry >.< finals are coming pretty soon and a pile of assignments' waiting for me...so i think i gotta pen off as soon as possible.i need to study hard you know.. :(

oh before i leave, just wana post up these 2 pictures. my thoughtful friends and my pig made me something special on the day i turned 20..very very sweet of them..and it means alot to me k.i'll remember for the rest of my life can?lol!  :)


mini cheesecakes made by baby..mwax love u loads!!!



chocolate cake made by ling and ju...love you two muchos tooo!!!!mwax mwax mwax

also, i would like to thank all those who took the initiative to wish me on my day..and also the presents..i appreciate it a lot..thanks once again.. hugs n kisses..

and last but not least..the picture of the thick skinned blogger here ngek ngek.(eh its my tradition k..so that my fellow readers wont forget my pretty face wtf dam perasan i know u're vomitting now but nvm la k.i shiok sendiri.lalalalala)


*screen cracked*

okaysss...your's faithfully is going back to read her books now. rajin le? XD

mwaxessssss..

my 3 months holiday end today. back to uni as usual..but this time, with a more relaxed timetable. unlike somebody keke.
this means, i have left the kindergarten..i'm sure gonna miss my kids and not to forget my workmates.. right..i already am missing them.
sigh..
all good times come to an end..
sho shad..

to all my workmates and also my boss..

Thank you for having the patience to teach me
Whats right whats wrong
Being so strict,
But care for me at the same time..
I’ll always bear in mind
That these mentors are the people I really salute
Handling all kinds of situations calmly
And always defending us
Whenever trouble occurs..
Thank you for the guidance that all of you gave..
I really do appreciate it..
And will remember the lessons taught
Possibly, for the rest of my life..

all my children..

Eventhough them kids give me heart aches..
And not listening to me made me boil at times
But their smiles, laughter and innocence defeated all the anger that I had
Being with them made me smile
I have no regrets knowing them..
I’m gonna miss them a whole lot
And remember them for as long as I can

i really felt like a part of the family there..
felt so warm and welcomed..
thank you for the wonderful experience i had throughout the whole time teaching there.
mwaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



mu chong,jui ching,darren and yi wen..



my daughter;min li and i..she's the cutest and smartest kid i've ever met..best is,she can sing very well!!!


saw the signature peace signs?i taught them how to be like me wtfwtf.



saw them both?they're the cause of my sorethroat wtf.

and last but not least...i need to introduce you to...




my son!!!!jun jun..im so so so so so gonna miss him the most T.T

sobs sobss...

alrightey..i shall end the post and seal it with a kiss..

mwax!